Wednesday, April 15, 2015
大家好，久违了。。一眨眼就五年了。。五年没写部落格了。。近来大家好吗？
相信大家在生活上都有起有落。。大家都靠着勇气和坚持不懈努力的走下去
我？也和大家一样。。
只是。。。
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
时间过得好快哦！！想当年刚从 FORM 6 毕业的我，初步踏入社会的我是多么的天真，多么的傻乎乎，也换了好几份工，也终于给我找到一份可以让我做得比较开心的一份工 ; 认识了不少人，也终于让我遇到了我的 Mr. Right 。。来来去去，日日月月，奔奔波波，匆匆忙忙，嘻嘻哈哈，哭哭啼啼... 就这样不知不觉已经快要三年了。。现在的我不再像之前的我了，经过了好多事情，闯过了风风雨雨，让我成长了不少，思想也成熟了不少（其实有时候还蛮小孩子。嘻嘻！）。
再过几天就是新年咯！也是情人节哦！真的是百年一次如此的巧合啊！情人节与新年初一共同一天。外面的商家一次过赚够够，送礼啊，送花啊，送情人节礼物等。。而且还刚刚好坐落在星期六。现在外面行情那么差，样样都起价，什么都贵。连年货也省省的买，我家也是。一年比一年的新年越来越没什么气氛了。表兄弟姐妹都长大了，各有各的天空；朋友们都毕业了，个个都展翅高飞，飞到自己的梦想天地。有些呢就继续念书，有些呢就踏入了社会大学，做工去了。就算新年回来，也很难遇到大家刚好当天都有空相聚。
今年的新年对我来说有点不一样，那就是我身边多了一位 MR. Right 。。嘻嘻！所以呢今年的新年不寂寞。。yeah!! 今年的新年，我总共买了四套衣服及一双鞋。一直以来，我都是买高跟鞋，可是今年不一样了。我只买平底鞋，因为我脚刚开刀不久，正在康复着；至少要一年过后才可以穿高跟鞋，可是还没到一年，就有人预先警告我不可穿回高跟鞋 (>o<)..... 他们都是为我好。。。
to be continue........
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
续上篇。。
可是好景不长在。。
刚开始看到他时，就有一种很奇怪的力量，不断的。。不断的。。
冲动的我不断的留意他每一个动作。。
*p/s: 虽不比其他男生来得好看，可是那个气质却吸引了我。。
冲动的我躺在他肩膀。。
*p/s: 感觉好有安全感。。
冲动的我不小心地爱上了他。。
*p/s: 好特别的感觉。。
冲动的我不管三七二十一，把他介绍给我父母情认识。。*p/s: 和他出去时，不需拐弯抹角。嘻嘻！！
刚开始我父母不是很喜欢他。。等下说这个，等下说那个。。个个都是不好听的话。。。
心急的我不断地想办法让他们能接受他。。
*p/s: 因为我不想因为小事再品尝失去爱的感受。。
心急的我不断的要求他多过来我家坐一坐，聊聊天。。
*p/s: 因为想让我父母多认识他。。
心急的我不断的要求他少去打桌球，戒烟。。
*p/s: 我父母不喜欢打桌球的男生，我本身对烟敏感。。
心急的我不断地在我父母前替他说好话 。。
*p/s: 就算知道他不会来找我是因为懒惰，也说是他忙，不是他不想来，是真得没空。。就算是国庆日，他不想来，我也说是我不给他来。。
不知哪来的力量，就算再艰难再苦，也要坚持下去。。不可轻易放弃。。
以为够爱的我一直相信他会为我付出，牺牲一些不必要的。。
*p/s: 少去打桌球，戒烟
以为够爱的我相信他会和我一起努力让我父母对他改观。。
以为够爱的我不断地告诉自己选择你是对的。。
以为够爱的我相信你不会为此小事而放弃我们俩的感情。。
可是到最后,你只告诉我们当回朋友比当情侣来得轻松。。。。
最让我想不到的事，你说你变了心。。在一起还没到一个月，就说变了心。。
还有很多，对你来说是坦白，是解脱。
可是对我来说却是一种被骗，好像把刀叉进胸口里，好痛好痛。。
但我还是默默地承受。。心是多么的不想分开。
可是你说分开给你带来轻松，自在。
所以我选择
放手
因为我知道
爱一个人，不代表一定要帮着他不放，而是看到他开心。
就算心再酸，也要忍耐。。。
因为
我爱你。。
~ 完~
Monday, August 31, 2009
在一场意外的篮球比赛，我认识到了一个特别的男生。
还记得那一天是我们练球的时候，我朋友把他介绍给我认识。。
在介绍过程中，闹出很多好笑的事！！现在想起，感觉好滑稽哦。。
就在那一天，我的朋友全部一起串通来作弄我们。
就这样顺手推舟的方式，那天晚上他负责载我回家。
回家路途中，我们都有说有笑。。还一直互相作弄对方。。哈！！哈！！忽然我的手不小心的放在他的脚旁，也就是bahaya brake那。。我不敢动，他也不敢动。过了一会儿，他看到我很累便说：“累就睡一会，要到时才叫我醒。”当时的我不知哪来的勇气及冲动，因为我的手动弹不得，就直接睡在他肩膀上。就在这时候，他也不知哪来的勇气及冲动，就这样直接牵我的手，握着不放。在那条路上，我们遇到了很多红灯，也可以说是几乎每一个都是红灯。就是因为酱，我们的勇气及肯定也越来越强。就这样我们的故事就在此起步。。那天晚上冲好凉后，他就打电话给我，我们聊了很久。。
lunch time 的时候，他过来载我去吃午饭。当他在我会公司时，忽然他握着我的手说：“susan，你愿意当我的女朋友吗？”OMG!!我吓倒了。。我看了他一下，再静思一下，边点头边小声说：“ 好的。”
这真得好开心哦！！好温暖哦！！
晚上我们和一些朋友一起去吃晚餐。朋友个个都祝福我们也作弄了我们一番。。哈哈！！
篮球决赛那天，本来是我因该去见他父母；可是到后来却是他先见我父母，真好笑。。虽然是将说啦，可是到后来当天晚上，我还是得见他父母，因为我和几位成员必须到他家换球衣。。
到他家时，感觉好尴尬哦！！因为两手空空过去，好羞哦！可是没办法，还是进去了。真没想到，他父母好和蔼哦！可是。。。。他父母认错了人，因为之前他告诉他父母他女友是高高大大只的。他们就误以为是我朋友。因为朋友里面我是最矮小的一个。嘻嘻。。好气哦！！过后他便跟他们说是九号啦。。他们才知道是我。比完赛后，才七点多。我 我到他家冲个凉，OMG！又再次羞羞。。冲好凉后，我和他父母谈天了一下，我们就出去吃东西了。刚好那天我朋友要回槟城，所以我们一大伙就到北海吃晚餐.......
就这样，我们都开开心心每一天。。。
可是好景不常在。。。
待续。。。。
Saturday, July 25, 2009
One day, my friend ask me to join a basketball match which held at Sungai Petani.... Then she say our old member also will join too..... I think alr long time no exercise, now can take this chance to exercise. So i am on it.....
Fewsday later...........
"halo, susan, tomoro will hv basketbal training....... i will go fetch u on....."
wah, so fast.....
after i put on my shirt, my friends was reach my house, we also go fetch other member....
tat day is the first day we hv our basketball training.....
BUT.........
haiz, it was rain heavy when we on the way to baskket ball court. so we jut cancel it and hang around at restaurant hv some drinks...
One days later....
my friend tel me tat will hv basket ball on tat night....
as normal, after they fetch me, we go to fetch other member....
OMG!!! rain againt......
damn it............ we hv to cancel the training..
Two days later......
yahoo!!!!!!! it traning day!!!!!! finally the weather is very good and we can hv our training.....
Along the training progress, we know new member, hv many humor thing, many mad thing, many crazy matter happen... it very fun when we share our laugh with our all old member..... it feeling good.....
Start from tat day, we just hv 3 or 4 times training....
19thJULY is our first match........ yeah!!!!!! we won it.... feel so great.....
second match!!!!!! yahoo.. we also won it!!!!!!!!
third match!!!!!! so nervous.... but we still won it.......
come to 4th match.... OMG!! it a strong team..... we loose one marks, very kek xi lang.... coz many times they faul, refree didnt see it.. damn it.......
last match!!!!! we alr consider we cant made it.. cz we hv alr vs with the 4th match team one day b4, all of us alr out of energy, we jst try our best..... althought we also lost in last match, but we still on top 3.... tat alr not bad for us who alr didnt play basketball for many years but still can get third alr consider ok le.....
hehe.......
p/s: along this competition, i hv been remind many thing tat happen when we all in secondary school..... n we very less can hang out together like this..... these days i feel so happy, tired, exciteed.... n in love too.....(tell u on next blog) and many manyt thing.... last but not least, these day really give all of us a good memory........
CHAMPION Go GO Go GO!!!!!!!
*champion is our team name..... cool right!!!!! haha
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Sunday, June 7, 2009
想起当年与他的回忆，心里还是会甜甜的笑。。。
一过就过了两年，好快哦！！
今天又再次与他重逢，唯一不一样的是他是双身，而小琴是单身一族。。
坐在车厢里，感觉到的味道全是以往的味道，都没有变。唯一变得是他们俩。。
他变得英俊潇洒，变得会体谅别人，包容人家，成熟很多了，man了。。
她呢就变得文静的多了，笑容少了，整天忙于工作，
好让自己忙一些，酱生活就会过得快一些
小琴坐在车厢里，强逼自己不去理睬那些味道。。
可是嗅觉却不是人能控制得了的。。
车厢里每一个角落，都有一个回忆。。
虽然小琴一直在告诉自己不去想起，可是脑袋却一直浮现以往的回忆。。
表面上是没什么，可是心里却好挣扎。。
为何呢？不知道。。小琴真得不知道。。
她能做的只有默默的祝福他，及让时间冲淡与他的回忆。。。
to be continue...
Friday, June 5, 2009
time past as like we just awake from sleep....
alr 3 month i work as finance clerk.... finally i can be confirm as permenant staff..
but the one thing i hate is the salry didnt increase... they say will increase but didnt do it ou... wat la them.... such a liar..n these 3 month i will be very very very damn busy coz my head of dept go to give a born, n she will take 2 month leave... omg... i hv to take over many thing n learn many thing in a short term.. stress everyday..... n also ot.... haiz...
n me also finally 21st years old le....
but feel like normal... no any special.. just feel scare n worry for my future...
n als find the way to cover before it happen...
in love life... just let it be happen naturally... dun want to think more n find it.. now i just work n work n work to get me very busy then i will not to think noncence or the past thing.... suddenly i feel i will not hv tat qualification to love people or love by people, just fell tat i will be alws alone till my end of life.. i dunno.. at here i also wish all my ex hv a good relation n wish them happy alws wth their soulmate...
when my soulmate will appear in me life?
or i never ever hv a soulmate in my life.....
n nw wat i want , i also dunno.. alr lost my way of direction, wat i do now is just keeping walk walk walk n walk till i meet the dead end then choose againt another road n keep walk n walk by no reason or any hope.......
just live in a simple life alone....
i dunno when i will leave this world or anything happen on me on the next day, next next day... i dunno... but i can feel tat i will be leaving world soon, i dunno.. in my life no more direction, i duno which way i should go?? work?study?family?love?
in these 3 i also cant find my way...... in family i just like a roommate only, at work damn busy like train.., sutdy??want study but not support by family,economy. love? more worst then all.....
wat in my life just like britney spears's "LUCKY"....
alr 3 month i work as finance clerk.... finally i can be confirm as permenant staff..
but the one thing i hate is the salry didnt increase... they say will increase but didnt do it ou... wat la them.... such a liar..n these 3 month i will be very very very damn busy coz my head of dept go to give a born, n she will take 2 month leave... omg... i hv to take over many thing n learn many thing in a short term.. stress everyday..... n also ot.... haiz...
n me also finally 21st years old le....
but feel like normal... no any special.. just feel scare n worry for my future...
n als find the way to cover before it happen...
in love life... just let it be happen naturally... dun want to think more n find it.. now i just work n work n work to get me very busy then i will not to think noncence or the past thing.... suddenly i feel i will not hv tat qualification to love people or love by people, just fell tat i will be alws alone till my end of life.. i dunno.. at here i also wish all my ex hv a good relation n wish them happy alws wth their soulmate...
when my soulmate will appear in me life?
or i never ever hv a soulmate in my life.....
n nw wat i want , i also dunno.. alr lost my way of direction, wat i do now is just keeping walk walk walk n walk till i meet the dead end then choose againt another road n keep walk n walk by no reason or any hope.......
just live in a simple life alone....
i dunno when i will leave this world or anything happen on me on the next day, next next day... i dunno... but i can feel tat i will be leaving world soon, i dunno.. in my life no more direction, i duno which way i should go?? work?study?family?love?
in these 3 i also cant find my way...... in family i just like a roommate only, at work damn busy like train.., sutdy??want study but not support by family,economy. love? more worst then all.....
wat in my life just like britney spears's "LUCKY"....
she wakes up
Knock, Knock, Knock
on the door
It's time for make-up
perfect smile
It's you they're waiting for
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
Lost in an image,
in a dream
But theres no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
She's so lucky, shes a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
"Best actress, and the winner is....Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my god...here she comes!
"Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?"
She's is so lucky, but why does she cry?"
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
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