Friday, June 5, 2009
time past as like we just awake from sleep....
alr 3 month i work as finance clerk.... finally i can be confirm as permenant staff..
but the one thing i hate is the salry didnt increase... they say will increase but didnt do it ou... wat la them.... such a liar..n these 3 month i will be very very very damn busy coz my head of dept go to give a born, n she will take 2 month leave... omg... i hv to take over many thing n learn many thing in a short term.. stress everyday..... n also ot.... haiz...
n me also finally 21st years old le....
but feel like normal... no any special.. just feel scare n worry for my future...
n als find the way to cover before it happen...
in love life... just let it be happen naturally... dun want to think more n find it.. now i just work n work n work to get me very busy then i will not to think noncence or the past thing.... suddenly i feel i will not hv tat qualification to love people or love by people, just fell tat i will be alws alone till my end of life.. i dunno.. at here i also wish all my ex hv a good relation n wish them happy alws wth their soulmate...
when my soulmate will appear in me life?
or i never ever hv a soulmate in my life.....
n nw wat i want , i also dunno.. alr lost my way of direction, wat i do now is just keeping walk walk walk n walk till i meet the dead end then choose againt another road n keep walk n walk by no reason or any hope.......
just live in a simple life alone....
i dunno when i will leave this world or anything happen on me on the next day, next next day... i dunno... but i can feel tat i will be leaving world soon, i dunno.. in my life no more direction, i duno which way i should go?? work?study?family?love?
in these 3 i also cant find my way...... in family i just like a roommate only, at work damn busy like train.., sutdy??want study but not support by family,economy. love? more worst then all.....
wat in my life just like britney spears's "LUCKY"....
alr 3 month i work as finance clerk.... finally i can be confirm as permenant staff..
but the one thing i hate is the salry didnt increase... they say will increase but didnt do it ou... wat la them.... such a liar..n these 3 month i will be very very very damn busy coz my head of dept go to give a born, n she will take 2 month leave... omg... i hv to take over many thing n learn many thing in a short term.. stress everyday..... n also ot.... haiz...
n me also finally 21st years old le....
but feel like normal... no any special.. just feel scare n worry for my future...
n als find the way to cover before it happen...
in love life... just let it be happen naturally... dun want to think more n find it.. now i just work n work n work to get me very busy then i will not to think noncence or the past thing.... suddenly i feel i will not hv tat qualification to love people or love by people, just fell tat i will be alws alone till my end of life.. i dunno.. at here i also wish all my ex hv a good relation n wish them happy alws wth their soulmate...
when my soulmate will appear in me life?
or i never ever hv a soulmate in my life.....
n nw wat i want , i also dunno.. alr lost my way of direction, wat i do now is just keeping walk walk walk n walk till i meet the dead end then choose againt another road n keep walk n walk by no reason or any hope.......
just live in a simple life alone....
i dunno when i will leave this world or anything happen on me on the next day, next next day... i dunno... but i can feel tat i will be leaving world soon, i dunno.. in my life no more direction, i duno which way i should go?? work?study?family?love?
in these 3 i also cant find my way...... in family i just like a roommate only, at work damn busy like train.., sutdy??want study but not support by family,economy. love? more worst then all.....
wat in my life just like britney spears's "LUCKY"....
she wakes up
Knock, Knock, Knock
on the door
It's time for make-up
perfect smile
It's you they're waiting for
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
Lost in an image,
in a dream
But theres no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
She's so lucky, shes a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
"Best actress, and the winner is....Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my god...here she comes!
"Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?"
She's is so lucky, but why does she cry?"
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
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2 comments:
Susan, this is beautiful, lyrical, do you have the music to go with it? Love this! - Bruce
i will put the music now. thanks..
mind to intro?
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